Archive | April, 2007

Reading of The Will

I was contacted yesterday by Vivianne’s lawyer. He invited me to the reading of her will. Riiiggghhht. I’m going to waste a morning or an afternoon sitting around in an office with a bunch of people who don’t want me there to receive a Bible or something as one last, parting shot. No, thanks. I […]

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I Hate Funerals

I just got back from Vivianne’s funeral. I’m exhausted. I didn’t make it through the living room before I was out of my dress. What a day. A funeral is such a selfish way to screw up a beautiful day. When I die I don’t plan to have one. Why put so many people out […]

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Thoughts of Vivianne Lutz

I just came back from the funeral home. Goddess, I hate those places. Something about the atmosphere gives me the creeps. No, it’s not the dead people. I kinda like dead people. “I love the dead before theyre cold / They’re bluing flesh for me to hold / Cadaver eyes upon me see … nothing.” […]

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Death in The Family

I’m in a strange mood. As evidenced by the fact that I’m writing again. I’ve tried very hard to break the habit. Sometimes it seems like there’s not much of me to begin with. So I can’t afford to waste any here. That makes no sense. Or if it does, you’re crazier than I am. […]

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Thoughts of Virginia Tech

I’ve been crying off and on all day over the killings in Virginia. If you haven’t heard, some guy went into a building at Virginia Tech in Blacksburg, Virginia and killed around thirty people and injured over twenty others. I think like most people I was initially in shock. I kept listening to the reports. […]

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